Within pleasure the essence of pain
stirs an awakening
the knowing love will hurt too much
but I want you
so, I endure the pain as it plunders my senses
until I want so much
and I can’t
instead my thoughts drift
to a different dimension
an out of body transition
so, I can fulfil you
yes, I could say not now
or go wash my hair instead
but
seeing the pain of rejection
prick on your eyelashes
I can’t endure that
© JG Farmer 2018
Form: Free Verse