Sometime in Slough

I am alone in my hospital room with only my thoughts for company. The bright sunshine outside does not bring light to the sheer weight of the darkness I see. Sure, my eyes see a couple of cats playing in the long grass where the gardens meet the car park. They see the road I … Continue reading Sometime in Slough

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Release

A wingless flight across an open sky as she soars into the night alone for I cannot fly with her as like a tree I remain rooted to the ground she may return she may not but still, I let her fly she is mine and I gladly let her go until the day she … Continue reading Release

Within the Storm

Waking up from the wonder beyond dreams and I step out into the beautiful world the burn of sunshine on my shoulder and like the vagrant cloud crossing the blue sky I seek the gathering of the storm craving the touch of rain on my shoulder to cool the heat on my skin releasing the … Continue reading Within the Storm

The Waiting

The virtues of patience are wearing thin when the hands of time stand still after years of waiting so long in anticipation and yet now that I know the time is near I feel it is out of reach that patience running so thin it’s almost out with the mockery of time all doubts have … Continue reading The Waiting

Her Song

Prompt: A song for your girl/boyfriend Initially looking at the prompt I thought one song, how the hell do I choose just one song from the endless tunes we send each other. Really it wasn’t difficult there has only ever been one song that says it. Don’t suppose Caz will be surprised by it. Nothing … Continue reading Her Song

Atrophy

Within pleasure the essence of pain stirs an awakening the knowing love will hurt too much but I want you so, I endure the pain as it plunders my senses until I want so much and I can’t instead my thoughts drift to a different dimension an out of body transition so, I can fulfil … Continue reading Atrophy

Grey

The nights alone as I lay thinking of you as I lay in the cool darkness the images of memory cascade through my mind through my spine through my heart my eyes obsessed by the beauty revealed in a lover’s kiss that delves into the senses without physical touch into the emptiness that feels no … Continue reading Grey

Do You Really?

You tell me you understand but do you do you really? Do you know what it’s like to be stared at by eyes wondering ‘is that a boy or a girl?’ That!!! I am not a that I am me a person with feelings feelings that burn when they dehumanize me with that you think … Continue reading Do You Really?

Rainbow Kisses

I want to savour the moment the moment of divine delicious deviant decadence when I know you are mine I want to caress your curves slowly just taking my time tormenting your senses with promises waiting to come and I can watch you taking the tease torn between pleasure and pain I want to kiss … Continue reading Rainbow Kisses

Modus Vivendi

Before her life existed like a well-rehearsed symphony of things that didn’t concern me happenings that happen whatever the day whatever the weather whatever they happened as they must nobody cared if it rained or not now the rain is a disaster of cataclysmic dimensions and who cares she does like it changes anything but … Continue reading Modus Vivendi

A Work in Progress

Looking into his eyes all I saw was the temptation tormenting me with the impossibility his eyes beckoning me to let go to surrender beneath the beautiful skies at the edge of worlds the worlds of men and of women joined closer than lovers yet so far apart and he still held my heart as … Continue reading A Work in Progress

Dominance

That deep part of me I share with you and only you a gift given by choice but not for free for it demands the highest love from you and from me given in honour to be held in trust for it is the soul that lives within me and grows stronger each day nurtured … Continue reading Dominance

Immortal Lust

That night when I first saw her common sense said feel nothing. She was intensely potent and I could feel her energy ripple through me. My shield of cool detachment shattered when her eyes caught mine and I felt that hunger surge through my blood. Damn in less than five minutes the inner demon had … Continue reading Immortal Lust

Starlight

I see the stars glisten softly in your eyes as they mingle with the tears you cry the divine wonder of nightly reflections caught in a glance a mere moment of circumstance yet still you deny doubting the veracity of what I see in you questioning my integrity thus, I too question your trust in … Continue reading Starlight

Passing Ship

I sought the moment in her eyes while denying the turmoil inside my mind my voice coaxing her forward daring her to reach oblivion all for the precious freedom locked in the glowing aftermath of sex embraced in serenity and carnal destruction yet still my soul felt alone isolated from desire rejected by love with … Continue reading Passing Ship

Small Steps

It will get better this darkness will fade and the inner light will shine through but it takes so long with hopes dashing rebuilding and dashing again my mind shattered by torment empty reflections tormented thoughts of what will be but when, tell me when yet reflections show change happens wiry whiskers replacing gloss no … Continue reading Small Steps

Virtue of Patience

Early sunlight flickers golden on your skin highlights of the lash burning from the night before echoes of your cries while you lie sleeping Gentle kisses on your closed eyes retracing the tears that only love can kiss away as the torment of pain subsides and the throb of urgent desire begins I watch you … Continue reading Virtue of Patience

Chains and Blades

The sweet song of freedom softly echoes against the bars of restriction exposing the soul to deeper passions found only in cruel torment as hunger and desire become the chains of bondage chains that tighten cold steel against flesh chains that bring liberation from the cravings of lust in flashes of metal chains and blades … Continue reading Chains and Blades

Ambiguity

I feel her touch in the paradox of passion her love my completeness yet still I am broken desire and fear combine and I close my mind to drown in the molten silver of fantasy and illusion in the wild wilderness where I am free to be escaping the hate the self-loathing that is my … Continue reading Ambiguity

Within Darkness

Behind the velvet mask her eyes saw nothing but darkness. The air of silence allowing her to absorb the energy of his mind at play with her senses. Now she was beginning to understand what he meant by the world of darkness and night being his domain. Time moving so slowly it was torturing her … Continue reading Within Darkness

Calavera

Be happy for me, love, my turn has come to dance with the souls of the dead grieve and weep if you must but please hold a little happiness in your heart as I embrace the eternal rhythm and know I won’t tango until we live again © JG Farmer 2017 Form: Free Verse

Confusion

Discretion and denial hiding self within her flesh losing unanswered wondering within the embraces of passion I wanted it to be enough like a final solution to inner pain of gender confusion - forgive me for burying my truth within words the words of intimate love the linguistic torment and cries of pleasure without resolution … Continue reading Confusion

Decadent Desire

Take my hand and I will lead you to a darker path hold on tight, my love as we dance where desire shatters into hedonistic lust the passion held in a candle’s flame waxy kisses on your skin biting as it cools and your groans inviting the crack of the whip marking your skin with … Continue reading Decadent Desire

Melting Vanilla

Lie still baby Don’t move baby A gentle kiss of reassurance as silk tightens on your wrists my lips linger before the leather darkens your vision Ok baby Trust me baby Coldness burns your senses melting to your heat cream white stream flowing in the sweet honey You’re mine baby All mine baby Fingers stirring … Continue reading Melting Vanilla